Originally you said I could postpone my plan,now totally changed my plan.No more accountant job ;better don't study anymore:;be a teacher....
I have to follow your plan: be a teacher for 5 years with having salary of $12oo only;wait for you earn more money to buy house n car;marry me;find a new living place;be a teacher and giving tuition......
While I can't change your mind,I must change my thinking.Otherwise,we'll quarrel again and again.I'm tired on quarreling on the same issue.What I can do is delete my plan and accept your plan!
Alright,can!Hopefully you don't control my life,otherwise I don't know how long I can stand it and do something hurts you.I have tolerated with it,please don't change again.Don't force me,I'll going to be crazy.I'm full of pressure of your hegemonic,I felt very stressful,can't even breath anymore.Please don't change again!
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
Finally....
Finally,our problem was solved.Both of us just have to change our plans a bit,therefore the problem between us was solved.
After this incident,I realized that I must have more conversation with him.Sometimes there is something happens between us is due to my thinking of "I thought....".Mostly,I'm the one who hurt others.
When the hurt comes out,I only realize that I have hurt somebody else.That's my mistake and my fault because of not enough sensitive and understanding. I should think more and more before I make a decision or doing something.
I must thank him because he tells me about my mistake.Without his honest,I think I'll hurt him more and others as well.Now I'm trying to control my brain and mouth before I take action.It takes time because different situation different way to talk and decide.
I hope that I can make it.I know that it's impossible to please everyone but I'll try to minimize the hurt I bring to others.My friends,maybe it was late to apologize about my mistake.Yet I still want to say :I'm sorry,my friend.I really didn't meant it.If I have done something that hurt you all,I'm very sorry about that.
After this incident,I realized that I must have more conversation with him.Sometimes there is something happens between us is due to my thinking of "I thought....".Mostly,I'm the one who hurt others.
When the hurt comes out,I only realize that I have hurt somebody else.That's my mistake and my fault because of not enough sensitive and understanding. I should think more and more before I make a decision or doing something.
I must thank him because he tells me about my mistake.Without his honest,I think I'll hurt him more and others as well.Now I'm trying to control my brain and mouth before I take action.It takes time because different situation different way to talk and decide.
I hope that I can make it.I know that it's impossible to please everyone but I'll try to minimize the hurt I bring to others.My friends,maybe it was late to apologize about my mistake.Yet I still want to say :I'm sorry,my friend.I really didn't meant it.If I have done something that hurt you all,I'm very sorry about that.
Friday, December 18, 2009
Behind my plan
My 1st plan have done,what I can do now is waiting for my next year and start studying.
Yet,my decision for studying ACCA course brought a new problem between me and him.
In my plan,after I study for 5 months and pass the 1st paper,then I'll start to find an accountant job.I want to learn how to do the account things while I'm studying it ,I think it'll be very helpful in my future career.
If I can do well in my ACCA course and very interested in doing accounts,then I go further to reach higher level.But this is just my expectation,maybe I can't make it and give up in half way.
If I really being an accountant,I do not have much time to be with him because of different off days.
He felt very upset when I told him about my plan and my expectation.He wants to be with me always,see each other always,go shopping and watching movies together.....
Maybe I have given him wrong meaning and wrong information,so he thought I didn't care about our relationship and future happy memories.Actually I do care about it,but I didn't show it through my face.I hope I can balance my love and career at the same time,but I know sometimes I have to sacrifice something when I want to get something.
I thought as our love is still there,no matter how short time we can be with each other,our relationship will not getting worse also.But he was afraid that we would getting far apart from each other as we were busy with our own career relatively.
My study schedule crushed his off days.In short,my plan ruined his plan.He asked me whether I can be a teacher but not an accountant.Teachers have a lot of holidays,so he has much time to travel with me and being with me always.I understand his meaning,but I have paid the fee.Can I give up without trying?I just want to try a different working area since I'm still young and still have the passion on trying new things.If I realize that I'm not suit in doing accountant job,I still can go away from it and find another job.
Being a teacher is okay to me because I have experience in teaching and I love to share my knowledge with the kids.Furthermore teachers have a lot of holidays as well,can do many things as they like.He asked me why don't I take teacher training course.If I being a teacher,I have to take part time teacher training course,when the rest having school holidays,I have to study.That means I do not have school holidays until I pass the training course.
I didn't tell him about what'll happen if I take teacher training course because my mind was stuck. If I tell him more,more problem will come out.
I want to have my career,but I don't want to lose him at the same time,can I? I know there will be a way to solve this problem,but this time I really have no idea and helpless.
Yet,my decision for studying ACCA course brought a new problem between me and him.
In my plan,after I study for 5 months and pass the 1st paper,then I'll start to find an accountant job.I want to learn how to do the account things while I'm studying it ,I think it'll be very helpful in my future career.
If I can do well in my ACCA course and very interested in doing accounts,then I go further to reach higher level.But this is just my expectation,maybe I can't make it and give up in half way.
If I really being an accountant,I do not have much time to be with him because of different off days.
He felt very upset when I told him about my plan and my expectation.He wants to be with me always,see each other always,go shopping and watching movies together.....
Maybe I have given him wrong meaning and wrong information,so he thought I didn't care about our relationship and future happy memories.Actually I do care about it,but I didn't show it through my face.I hope I can balance my love and career at the same time,but I know sometimes I have to sacrifice something when I want to get something.
I thought as our love is still there,no matter how short time we can be with each other,our relationship will not getting worse also.But he was afraid that we would getting far apart from each other as we were busy with our own career relatively.
My study schedule crushed his off days.In short,my plan ruined his plan.He asked me whether I can be a teacher but not an accountant.Teachers have a lot of holidays,so he has much time to travel with me and being with me always.I understand his meaning,but I have paid the fee.Can I give up without trying?I just want to try a different working area since I'm still young and still have the passion on trying new things.If I realize that I'm not suit in doing accountant job,I still can go away from it and find another job.
Being a teacher is okay to me because I have experience in teaching and I love to share my knowledge with the kids.Furthermore teachers have a lot of holidays as well,can do many things as they like.He asked me why don't I take teacher training course.If I being a teacher,I have to take part time teacher training course,when the rest having school holidays,I have to study.That means I do not have school holidays until I pass the training course.
I didn't tell him about what'll happen if I take teacher training course because my mind was stuck. If I tell him more,more problem will come out.
I want to have my career,but I don't want to lose him at the same time,can I? I know there will be a way to solve this problem,but this time I really have no idea and helpless.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
a lot of plan....
I have a lot of plan got to do...
1. Application for the ACCA ( document preparation and bankdraft)
2. Check out whether I can apply PTPTN loan for my ACCA course ( if can,hohoho,so good,man~!)
3. Earning more money for my daily expenses
4. Find a part time job ( if I have extra time)
The next two plans are not so important,but I guess I'll do it if I have extra money,hehehe~
5. Wisdom teeth extraction ( I have 4 wisdom teeth, but the dentist said it was not necessarily to extract them)
6. Get a new look of myself~!
Hahahaha...
1. Application for the ACCA ( document preparation and bankdraft)
2. Check out whether I can apply PTPTN loan for my ACCA course ( if can,hohoho,so good,man~!)
3. Earning more money for my daily expenses
4. Find a part time job ( if I have extra time)
The next two plans are not so important,but I guess I'll do it if I have extra money,hehehe~
5. Wisdom teeth extraction ( I have 4 wisdom teeth, but the dentist said it was not necessarily to extract them)
6. Get a new look of myself~!
Hahahaha...
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