Behind my plan

My 1st plan have done,what I can do now is waiting for my next year and start studying.

Yet,my decision for studying ACCA course brought a new problem between me and him.
In my plan,after I study for 5 months and pass the 1st paper,then I'll start to find an accountant job.I want to learn how to do the account things while I'm studying it ,I think it'll be very helpful in my future career.

If I can do well in my ACCA course and very interested in doing accounts,then I go further to reach higher level.But this is just my expectation,maybe I can't make it and give up in half way.

If I really being an accountant,I do not have much time to be with him because of different off days.
He felt very upset when I told him about my plan and my expectation.He wants to be with me always,see each other always,go shopping and watching movies together.....

Maybe I have given him wrong meaning and wrong information,so he thought I didn't care about our relationship and future happy memories.Actually I do care about it,but I didn't show it through my face.I hope I can balance my love and career at the same time,but I know sometimes I have to sacrifice something when I want to get something.

I thought as our love is still there,no matter how short time we can be with each other,our relationship will not getting worse also.But he was afraid that we would getting far apart from each other as we were busy with our own career relatively.

My study schedule crushed his off days.In short,my plan ruined his plan.He asked me whether I can be a teacher but not an accountant.Teachers have a lot of holidays,so he has much time to travel with me and being with me always.I understand his meaning,but I have paid the fee.Can I give up without trying?I just want to try a different working area since I'm still young and still have the passion on trying new things.If I realize that I'm not suit in doing accountant job,I still can go away from it and find another job.

Being a teacher is okay to me because I have experience in teaching and I love to share my knowledge with the kids.Furthermore teachers have a lot of holidays as well,can do many things as they like.He asked me why don't I take teacher training course.If I being a teacher,I have to take part time teacher training course,when the rest having school holidays,I have to study.That means I do not have school holidays until I pass the training course.

I didn't tell him about what'll happen if I take teacher training course because my mind was stuck. If I tell him more,more problem will come out.

I want to have my career,but I don't want to lose him at the same time,can I? I know there will be a way to solve this problem,but this time I really have no idea and helpless.